In all these years, this extended time by waiting, I have always been "splashed ".... the one that got angry, he wanted to do who knows what, and every time he understood that there was nothing to do, which passed by the enthusiasm of a daydream to the melancholy of a dream not realized, that for years went to sleep with one thought in my head and woke up with the same thought in exactly the same place of the head.
In recent years I have looked at Ma 'wait .... quietly ... calmly with the confidence of feeling .... ..... But in short, as' living her things ... and sometimes I found it unbearable that I could not be so I thought all the touch but very in strange way. I believed that.
Tonight, as we talked of so much time passed from office, Ma 'placed - to whom? me? himself? entity? the country? I do not know - a question: Why
We have done this?
Ma 'refers not only to us, he was referring to all couples who have waited so long or who are still waiting.
I was close to the heart, I wish I had at least one answer for him, at least one answer of hope.
My suffering has increased.
Not because I have chosen as my life partner .... Ma 'is a kind, gentle, intelligent, thin, elevated, respectful, loving and very very sensitive.
For everything I wish I had that answer.
Unfortunately .... I do not have.
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